It is so much less than faith in myself, Celembrimbor-chan. It is only that I found that I suffered more without your father than I did with him. Much more, if I'm honest. And I fear... No, I wholeheartedly believe that it will not be permanent, given who I am.

I will take my time by his side so long as he permits. But we all know I'm unforgivable.

[Dodging the question? Not entirely. The information is present, Yukari's just not saying directly that it's what it is.]